"On that quiet walk to the bakery when our fingers finally met, my heart made up its mind right then that I would never ever let go."
Every Single Second With You
Counting continuously since October 25, 2021 at 12:30 AM midnight
Every memory etched into my heart forever.
I still remember that walk from college all the way to the bakery like it happened just yesterday. My heart was pounding, my hands trembled as I hesitated again and again, wondering if I should hold your hand. But when our fingers finally touched and intertwined, a wave of certainty washed over me. In that quiet second, I decided that I was never ever going to let go of this hand.
Those golden college days were defined by picking you up at Bhai Kadai. Sitting right next to each other all day long, sharing whispered jokes, and sneaking around campus whenever we got even a little chance. No matter how long the day was, being beside you made everything effortless and happy.
I can never forget those endless evening bus rides. Getting into that crowded bus after a long exhausting day, standing the entire way, watching the streetlights pass by while my heart counted down the stops to your street. All that travel, all that rush, just to stand quietly near your house for five quick minutes.
Those five minutes felt like both a single heartbeat and an eternity. Just seeing you step out, catching your gentle smile, and looking into your eyes made every bit of traffic and tiredness vanish into thin air. Even when I had to turn back into the night and take the long ride home, my heart was warm and peaceful because I got to see my Ammu.
The uncountable amount of money we spent exploring cafes across town, ordering hot drinks just to sit across from each other for hours. Our pockets were often completely empty, but our hearts were always bursting with joy and conversation.
We saw uncountable amounts of laughter, but also shared tears during the rough days when things felt hard. Yet we held on tight with uncountable hugs and kisses. And nothing compares to the special stare you give me whenever I do something silly and goofy. That stare melts me every single time.
I want to gather up every single laugh, every hug, every kiss, and every sweet moment we ever shared, and multiply that uncountable total a hundred times over. We leave the tears behind in the past because look how far we came: we are so near to our big success.
Tap each card to flip and read what is inside.
The Bakery Hand Hold
Tap to flip β»The nervous shiver that turned into the strongest vow I ever made. Never letting go.
My Favorite GripBhai Kadai Pickups
Tap to flip β»Meeting at Bhai Kadai and spending entire college days glued right by your side.
Pure HappinessThe Ammu Stare
Tap to flip β»That unforgettable look you give me when Ju does something totally goofy and weird.
IrreplaceableBig Success Ahead
Tap to flip β»All tears are behind us now. Every dream we built together is about to come true.
Our Victorious Futureπ
Uncountable
Bus rides taken just to see you for five short minutes
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All The Money
Happily spent across every cafe just to sit together
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Uncountable
Goofy stares given when Ju does something silly
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Multiplied 100x
Hugs and kisses carried forward with zero tears
So Close to Success
Carrying every sweet memory forward while leaving tears behind
"What was the first thing I borrowed from you when we met the first time?"
Type whatever you remember Ammu, Ju has kept every memory safe in his heart.
Whatever it was, what I really ended up keeping was your heart. Five years with you has been my greatest blessing. We made it through every hard day, and now our best days are starting. I love you Ammu.
Five whole years ago around midnight at twelve thirty, my life changed in the sweetest way possible. Whenever I think of where we started, my mind takes me straight back to that nervous walk from college to the bakery. My heart was pounding so hard as I hesitated to reach out. But when my fingers finally held yours, I knew right away that I would never ever let go.
Those college days, waiting to pick you up from Bhai Kadai and sitting next to each other throughout the day, sneaking around whenever we had a tiny chance, are memories I hold close every single day. And all those evenings I took the bus to your house just to catch a glimpse of you for five short minutes outside your gate? Every second was worth it. Even all the money we happily exhausted hopping between all those cafes, sitting close and laughing together, was the best spent money of my life.
We had our share of laughter, and we also shed tears during the rough days. But your warm hugs, your kisses, and that famous stare you give me whenever I do something goofy always carried us through. Today I want to take all of our laughter, all the hugs, and all the kisses, and multiply them a hundred times over. We leave the tears behind because we are so near to our big success.
En Manasula Irundhu Unakku Mattum
"I love you so much Ammu. I know in times unakku feel aagalam, ivan expressive ah illa, unmaiyave nambala innum love pandraana illaya nu. Aana unakku unmaiyave therila naan unna evvalavu love pandren nu. Unakku venaa naan enna vena pannuven. Ennaiya neraiya maathikitten, iniyum maathippen. Enakku indha ulagathula romba pudicha oru ponnukku vendi endha extreme ku venaalum poven. Ivan kooda irundha future nalla irukkumaa, nalla paathupaanaa, ippadiye sanda pottaa enna pandradhu nu ellaam yosikkaadha. Evvalavu sanda pottaalume nee dhaan enakku, unkitta dhaan thirumba varuven. Unna vittu engayum poga maaten. I love you so much Ammu, so so so much Ammu. Unna vittu engayume poga maaten. Love you Ammu forever."
Happy Fifth Anniversary my sweet Ammu. I held your hand five years ago, and I am holding it forever.
Always yours, Ju β€οΈ